Some
of this may be the heated rhetoric of the moment, but I think a lot has to do
with a deep sense of loss. A loss of a perceived way of life, and a powerlessness
to do anything about it. I think the
loss is real. I think the powerlessness
is a trap. A trap by those who felt and
perceived themselves to be in the “in-group” (even if they weren’t really), and
now see others “taking their place”.
To play off Lord Acton, powerlessness tends to corrupt, and the projection of powerlessness tends to absolutely corrupt our vision and our ability to even distinguish truth from fear.
I
have served in inner city communities for over 30 years, and in almost every
circumstance there was an in-group that felt neglected/rejected/even attacked
because a new group of people were coming in—and not only that, taking
ownership! In the Bronx, the in-group
was Afro-Caribbean and middle-class African-American, the new group was Latino
and poorer African-American. In the
current parish that I am serving, the in-group was white, the new group is
Latino.
(This
is an oversimplification, because in each of these there were a lot of other
dynamics: how different groups use space, how different people make decisions,
even different conceptions of God and what being a Christian is. Not to mention language!)
These
church dynamics are connected to what is happening in the society at
large. My home town of Austin Minnesota
was 99.99993 percent white when I was growing up (I just did the math!). Now it has large Latino, Karen, Sudanese and
other populations, and soon the schools will be majority non-white. Some people have welcomed the change, some have
not. I often hear that “Austin has
changed”, usually with a tone that means the change hasn’t been a good
one.
I’ve
tried to put myself in the minds of the people who are uneasy or fearful about
this kind of change. It’s not so easy to
do that, because I have my own fears and disquiet, and often the words we speak
out of that are not very open to dialogue.
As more of my life has become about art, I’ve began to see that it’s not
so much the thoughts that drive us, but the images we store.
I
think about most people in my parents’ generation, or even my older cousins,
who grew up in homogenous communities.
What they “saw”—on TV and in life—were white people everywhere, men
running the show, no openly gay or lesbian leaders, and people of color almost
always in the position of either entertainer (including athletes) or
threat. I put “saw” in quotes because
another reality was present, but one had to look at it, and indeed, look for
it.
Now
“all of a sudden”, Latinos are living “among us”, gay people are acting as if
they are “normal”, people “we don’t know” are running the show. (I don’t have to explain the quotes, I think.) I can imagine that this can cause some huge
dissonance in people’s minds and hearts.
One way to deal with that dissonance is creativity. Create something new, beautiful and
challenging. Unfortunately, our media/entertainment industry, our economy and
our politics don’t put a high value on creativity. (We claim to, but really,
the underlying assumptions and structures don’t change much).
The
other way to deal with dissonance is to make it into a contest, with a winner
and a loser. How much we do that! The news report which movies scored the most
at the box office, which politicians are leading in the polls, which company
made the biggest profit. Not which
contributes to the community or our sense of it.
A
couple years ago, there was a story about a small town in Iowa where
significant ethnic change has occurred.
An elderly resident was quoted as saying something like: “I’ve lived in
this town my whole life. Why do I have
to press 1 for English when I call the bank that I’ve banked at for 60 years?”
For
me—at least on my healthiest days—security comes from a loving, engaged God,
and a family and community that is welcoming, honest and has the courage to be
curious. But to be honest, I too often feel
threatened by people who have different opinions from me. I don’t want to be, but there is a visceral,
physical reaction in me that I can’t always control. When my reptilian brain is running the show,
look out, because the images it follows and finds can be horribly cruel and
terribly blind.
I
do have the power to seek, however. To
seek new images and communities that will be a challenge but may be a kind of
salvation.
So,
I don’t think I and my fellow white
people are being persecuted. Many of us
are suffering, and it would pay to seek the real causes of that, rather than
attribute it to the victory of another group, and thus our defeat.
I
don’t think that I and my fellow straight people are being persecuted. We’re maybe not as cool as we used to be, but
coolness is a rather fickle lover.
And
I don’t think that I and my fellow Christians are being persecuted in this
country (there are horrible persecutions in other places, just as there are horrible
persecutions by Christians). I do think
that as people of faith we have an incredibly rich, mysterious, humbling
tradition of the play of power and powerlessness, and where true power
resides. A deeper wrestling with that
may be the way of a renewed vision.
Be
justice. Be beauty. Be a seeker of new
images.
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